Well, for months we’ve waited; tutting and sighing; treading water and losing hope. And now, suddenly, the Land Registry have done their job and we’re completing on the sale of Mum’s flat this week.
It’s all too soon!
I know! I know! I’ve wanted it to happen. But have I? i honestly think there’s been a not-too-little part of me that has secretly hoped my financial circumstances would change and allow me to buy it. No wonder the Universe doesn’t always deliver – I must confuse her terribly with my indecision over what I really, really want and what I don’t want! But now I have to face reality and move on!
So I’m frantically looking for somewhere to move to – renting, of course, which disappoints me as who’d have thought at this stage in my life I’d be renting my home? But then nobody ever died because they had to rent, and I do have my beautiful Avocado Cottage, too. And I know that the Universe is going to bring me a beautiful, happy home to live in.
Yet even so….
I’m nervous! And that’s causing me to nibble a bit. Which isn’t good for me. And I woke up at 4.15am this morning and could not get back to sleep again. My head was like a washing machine on “heavy duty” cycle. I have to have more faith. Ask, believe and receive.
Something wonderful is coming my way. I know like I know like I know.
